no one understands me!!!
- 1st im sorry the blog is messy
- i wonder how i can make it less messy?
- no im not removing my kind notices, or should i??
- maybe i could talk in perfect sentences?
- or should i stop colouring my posts?, to make it less complicated
- but if its not complicated, then people can't tell its me blogging
- (hmmm..)
- MAYBE i could stop pouring my feelings into the posts when i write
- but then my quest for people to understand me will be a mile further away!!
- and i might go crazy, because its like talking to myself and i MUST TALK TO MYSELF or i'll go crazy
- but then sinni doesn't want me to talk to myself?? BUT i'll go crazy???
- why must the world be so complicated!!
- messy EQUALS to qiu yan, thats like my trademark, besides numbering stuff and putting my blog in point form..
- all of this "messy" stuff, help express myself!! (or i'll go bonkers)
- if its not messy, its not qiu yan..
- but really i feel so guilty for causing sinni eye-pain and janet too
- so im going to try to make an effort to make my posts less messy
- though it might kill me.. (are you happy now??)
- but no promises, i tried helping ms lau with my handwriting and she is still cursing me under her breath when she marks my work..
- (sobs..sobs.. *big fat tear drops from my eye lids*, she purposely puts my biz work at the back of her stack of worksheets)
- oh... so hurtful... (she said gordon's handwriting was better)
- sinni .. is like ms lau.. YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME!!
- do you understand?
- NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!!
- why don't sinni understand me?
- why.. oh why... is my life so sad..
- Sinni do you understand anything now?
- NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!!
- Sinni so hurtful ... sobs sobs..

- no one understands me!!


- in case if you can't tell, im kinda joking

ok.. i noticed another problem~ you know if you blog more than once a day, all the posts just stick together so it becomes rather messy so can we all try to make a "-----" line after every post just to make stuff neater??

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